I just realized that this whole project is for me so much about going out of my comfort zone and there are so many moments when I totally don’t know how to deal with it. So today was the day of planning a film scenario for Polak Potrafi. And I keep reading this scenario and thinking “it’s so much not me”. Me myself I cannot believe that in what I want to do, but on the other hand I want it so much. So I constantly keep searching for a way to make someone else’s believe instead of me and make it all happen – this whole campaign and promotion of myself. I just want to take my bike and go, meet people, talk, volunteer – do everything what I’m good at. Kind of run away! Because I totally don’t know how to manage with what is happening right now. So I can only hope that one day I will get down here on the picture, but I’m totally not there yet:

where the magic happens

So I’ve been to Krakow those last six days and it felt so good in there. Now I’m back to Warsaw and here it’s only wotk, work, work – oh, so much Warsaw-like!

And now it’s middle of the night and I keep working, and working, and working…

Warsaw, Poland, 2 August 2015

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